Wednesday, 20 February 2008

PITY PARTY..just for me


I have no job(i am putting off taking in my police report-see previous post),i have no savings,i have no little pieces of paper showing any skills,i wasted my life thus far,my mum has dementia and has gone into a nursing home,my beautiful father is 87 but i want him to live forever,i am finding it very hard to get off my arse and get on with things,fear of rejection is a big issue for me....i dont think i should have used all those commas but who cares(i do thats who!)

AHHHHH now i feel better now the other side of me is saying ahhh shut up and just get on with it things are not that bad and you have people around you that love you and are offering to help in all sorts of ways....
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BOY OH BOY- this blogging is great therapy..how much do i owe you?

7 comments:

Vedran Agovic said...

just let it out, nice work

secret squirrel said...

thanks...your comment arrived,like,5 minutes after i posted,just PERFECT.
Thanks Footballer dude
xox eve xox

Joy T. said...

Finally taking a minute to come over and say hi and thanks for visiting my blog and leaving such nice comments. I'm a huge lurker in the blog world but I do always make it over to see how everyone is doing. I see it's a bit of a down day for you but I like at the end where you say blogging is great therapy. I couldn't agree more and it's truly been the best therapy in the world for me. Keep on blogging and I hope your days get brighter :o)

ChrisB said...

Every life is precious. Things will get better. Do you know this morning I supposed to go for a walk with a friend and then we were going for lunch. I haven't been out for ages and I was so looking forward to it and she rang me and canceled (too foggy well it is a bit misty and we were going to walk by a river~ but not really a good enough reason in my mind). I felt really upset and uncharitable. So what do I do get some coffee and comfort toast and turn to blogs. So yes blogging is so supportive and therepeutic~ keep smiling :)

theotherbear said...

Eve we should definitely catch up. Take it easy. By the way, that'll be $50.

secret squirrel said...

Pfffffft 50 bucks!

Tell her she's dreamin'

secret squirrel said...

Actually i probably should give you $50, one day, as i know i caught this whole blogging thing from you.....yay thanks

xox eve xox