Wednesday, 20 February 2008
PITY PARTY..just for me
I have no job(i am putting off taking in my police report-see previous post),i have no savings,i have no little pieces of paper showing any skills,i wasted my life thus far,my mum has dementia and has gone into a nursing home,my beautiful father is 87 but i want him to live forever,i am finding it very hard to get off my arse and get on with things,fear of rejection is a big issue for me....i dont think i should have used all those commas but who cares(i do thats who!)
AHHHHH now i feel better now the other side of me is saying ahhh shut up and just get on with it things are not that bad and you have people around you that love you and are offering to help in all sorts of ways....
BOY OH BOY- this blogging is great therapy..how much do i owe you?