Saturday, 29 March 2008

Thanks for all the Kind Words AND An update.

Well... I think i am now somewhere between depression and testing.

Although,with possibly still a pinch of anger thrown in....

Shock stage: Initial paralysis at hearing the bad news.
Denial stage: Trying to avoid the inevitable.
Anger stage: Frustrated outpouring of bottled-up emotion.
Bargaining stage: Seeking in vain for a way out.
Depression stage: Final realization of the inevitable.
Testing stage: Seeking realistic solutions.
Acceptance stage: Finally finding the way forward.

My Dad called today,he lives in the country,to ask me- how i was going.

I said ..Fine (this was a lie but what can you say?)
He asked me- where was i staying.
I said that i was still at alans place, as i had nowhere else to go, and that it was a bit...uncomfortable having to be here.

He agreed and said that he would be in Sydney on tuesday and that he would talk to me then.
My father has always been short and to the point when on the phone but somehow always manages to convey the message.

After i got off the phone i felt a lot better


where as before i had felt like this-

Anyway that is all for now but i just wanted to say thankyou to those of you that left comments and words of really was touching and i had tears in my eyes...really i did..but then again getting me to tear up these days is not that hard...Really your words made my day and continue to do so,soTHANKS and MWAH

xox eve xox


Bulldog said...

dont get mad, get even. ;-)

One Fine Weasel said...

really glad to hear there's a ray of hope coming your way on tuesday...

...raw bunny brains??? ew!


ChrisB said...

It's great to see you come out fighting!

theotherbear said...

Chin up, sweetie. All will be fine.